love your lifee

2010-04-03T17:40:00.000-07:00

it been a long time since i last posted.

Quit my job at NUH already.
now working at tea party cafe.

hmmm the worst thing is falling sick :(
i hate to be sick :( sad sad
damn uncomfortable haiz

later i shall go popular bookshop on my own.
maybe it is time to start to be independent again :)

planning to join dancing lessons
doing my yoga classes now
going to teach
so much to do.

so much to do = to so much time spent = so little time left.

so little time left + your friends ect = no more time left

trying to be equal in all ways.

:) oh welllllll

OH BTW I GOING TO HONG KONG !!! YAY

2010-02-14T00:20:00.001-08:00

Oh my pretty pretty boy I love you
Like I never ever loved no one before you
Pretty pretty boy of mine
Just tell me you love me too
Oh my pretty pretty boy
I need you
Oh my pretty pretty boy I do
Let me inside
Make me stay right beside you

for u

love clarine

2010-01-08T09:57:00.000-08:00

one shall not and must not compare with others...

currently i am at lynne house now having a sleepover
but my two friends are busy talking to their bf ...
so left meee..
haaa oh well

went for a job interview today
hope they employ mee...
tried my best and i really like working with kids..
though it might be rather tough

in life we are always stuck in junctions that we would be force to make a decision
and taking a wrong path might lead to much damage

mood swings are the worst i realize ..
so pls dun have themm

have loads to do
shall go sleep soon though cos i had a busy day ha

love clarinee

2009-12-29T00:22:00.001-08:00

i just remembered..

it is your phone...

thanks for reminding me...

2009-12-26T05:45:00.003-08:00

why can some guys do so much for the girl even if she wasnt her gf.
but some guys doesn even do much when the girl is his gf...

2009-12-11T06:29:00.000-08:00

now i understand how u feel..

hmm 2 more days be4 i go overseas
but i haven even packed my bag yet
hahaa
as days pass
i start to realise more abt myself

be happy

love clarine

2009-12-06T08:27:00.000-08:00

I realise something

WEDDING IS A DREAM
BUT IT IS ALSO A NIGHTMARE

loving someone is to accept all the person flaws.
however sometimes it is hard to know whether you are loving the right person a not
....

hmm i realise alot of things have change
people attitudes
people caring-ness
people actions

hmmm
maybe it is true that girls expect more
but sometimes you guys have to understand
we are girls after all

you know there a some small things that girls will take note of

like whether the guy would help you carry ur stuffs ( not hangbag )
like whether the guy would talk to u in a nice tone a not
like whether the guy would actually treat u the same regardless it is infront of anyone or everyone...

hmmm

i starting to doubt whether love actually exist
when people are actually relatively practical

each flaw
each mistakes
can be forgiven
but not forgotten

it accumulates
and grows

- loving someone is to make the person happy
but it shouldn make the other party sad

once this happens
love is gone

loves.
clarineee

2009-11-04T02:29:00.000-08:00

when u left for a walk
without even asking me to go along
it hurt
i never say anything and
no more tears shall be shed
cause of silly stuffs
and life would still go on

being strong is what women should stay
even when the worst things comes by
....

A levels coming
oh well
one last exams and we would be free
so we shall all strive
and do our best

<3 clarine

2009-10-27T15:58:00.001-07:00

thks for trusting me XD

sometimes it is hard to not hurt others
so it is the best to always stay neutral
and give your reply in the most indirect way

study hard people

<3 clarine

2009-10-11T07:21:00.001-07:00

heeee

LALALALALALALALA

" being happy can make one happier " how true is that

hahahaa
gp gp gp
went for a gp course which last for two days
though it is short but i think it is good

learn quite a lot stuffs
....

being happy can let one experience a never felt before feelings.
it is only when one is happy that he or she can feel the love around them
it is only when one is happy can he or she really enjoy their surrounding
it is only when one is happy that he/she can continue to spread his/her happiness to others brightening their life.

however how true is it that being happy can bring about more happiness?

hahahaa
to an extend
it indeed can

when one spread happiness to another . because the person will do back the same .
a smile from a person can bring a smile back and this would actually bring about more self-satisfaction and hence enhancing the person feeling of being happy.

blabla
ok i been writing rubbish
hahhahha
OH WELL

guess my brain is not really working well now haha

haiz
tml got math test
never study
just go
haha
HECK
hahah

LOVE
LOVE
clarine

2009-10-08T04:35:00.000-07:00

goes the love
comes the work

life is really practical
but there are times i dun get it

in fact i think people teasing others calling them muggers nerds are toots
why cant one study?
plus the actual fact is that different people have different views on the way they want to study
doesn mean u study 5 hours a day and other study 7 hours a day the one studying 7 hours is a mugger.. wad logic is that in fact
maybe to you studying 5 hours is enough
but to her studying 7 hours is wad she aim for
instead of giving ur friend encouargement u guys tease her
make fun of her
everyday

have u all even spare a thought for her
.....
how would she feel inside?
wad wrong with studying
plus the actual fact is she isnt even studying as much as some others
all she wish for is a set of good grades

ok let put aside the part of studying

to me teasing someone should have a limit
one has feelings u know
she might be able to take it if it is a month
two month
three months
but it has been almost 2 years
cant u all sense she been hurt inside

in fact no matter how strong a person is...
he or she would have a weak side
just like how earthquakes occur
dun over stretch her or his limit
he or she would break

choosing to forget stuffs is a good decision
forget the sad .. remember the happy moments

i realise something ...when one person is sad of disappointed
he or she wont want to see or spend time with the person hahha

it is so true ..

love clarine

2009-10-06T02:41:00.000-07:00

sometimes people are just so silly
silly
silly
silly

it is not like i rather people choose to be selfish
but sometimes being selfish is not a bad thing
why would one choose to love someone and get hurt
then choose to be love and be happy?
yes i do know feelings are hard to control
but sometimes we got to learn to be more realistic
your life isnt a dream ..
the world is actually very practical

there isnt anything that can divide a person character as normal or not normal
unless u tell me he is a handicape and suffer deep hurt inside
or else i think that a normal guy should act normally

maybe one would rather not be treated nicely
but to think again
is there a future for that
can u promise urself you would never regret missing many great guys ?
i doubt.
it is not only the matter of time now
once u go ahead with it , it would be never ending
so can u promise everytime he hurts you u can take it again and again?

your friends can only give u advise
they wont want to go to the extend to scold
they wont even wish to go to the extend cos of a stupid guy giving up a 8 years friendship
so what can they do?
maybe many would pick to wash their hand off
but can u actually feel that they are also sad cos again and again u get hurt?

would a relationship that hurt urself and hurt people around u worth it
maybe to u .. but i dunno

yes good friends might be scare that if that they continue to presuade u to give up you might start to keep all the things from them.. but for the right thing they should do what they think is right

when such a good guy is there waiting for u..
u pick a lousy one
and give up a good one
maybe you might feel sad giving up the good one
and maybe the guy is even willing to wait for u
but for such a good guy like him
dont u think it is a very sad thing?

plus the fact u settle things sucks
...
do u even realise
cos of that stupid guy
you hurt the good guy so much
imagine you are him
suddenly u recieve a message : hey i cant message u anymore cos...
wad will the poor guy feel?
maybe you should have considered his feelings a bit more
then just to increase the toot insecurity?
the way to break the news is totally wrong
u failed.

.................

actually to think back
why did u even fall for a guy like that?
cos he treat another girl so nice?
but is he treating u like that?
would he tell another girl that he would buy a whole building down for u cos u like it?
would he appreciate wad you have done for him?
would he change cause of u
would he actually realise u been suffering?
you might choose to dun take all these into heart
but .............. is this actually fair to u

i know trying to make someone break up is a mean evil thing
but i think for u it is a good thing...

empty promises are no promises..
if one day the other girl comes back and want him
will he stay by you?

if he love u by heart ...
he would wish that you be happy
and not hurt u in any single way
i swear not....

forcing someone whu u are supposedly to be in love with
is not love

yes
he might feel insecure
but if he really love you
he would wish for the best for u
he wont put stress on u
he wont restrain your freedom
but instead
he would try to learn to accept how u treat others
he would trust u
he would learn to like what you like
he would learn to appreciate everything you do

ONLY LOSERRS will say : cause i feel insecure

ask urself
wad wrong talking to a good guy friend ?
why should he be so demanding ?
is he scare to lose you
or is he scare he become FRIENDLESS?

a person whu treats other with heart and sincerely will sure to have friends
.... so why doesn he have any true friend beside u?

--------

you choose your own path not other

-----------

i really wish i didn hurt you in any way
but i guess i did
the only thing i can say
is sorry

i really wish the day when u have to choose a friendship or a relationship will not come

but things happen
and i am prepared for it
are u?

yes i agree
u are a victim too
but did u realise u are also the cause for u becoming the victim?

.....

to be fair
i shall tell apple to make his own decision
a good guy like him dont deserve to be hurt..

..........
once again
i shall say sorry
but wad a friend can do is up to here

i wont tell u to break up already
cos i think it is hopeless
it is a waste of time
cos nothing much actually goes in

...........

i will remain by ur side giving u support
but i hope not the kind of support given due to the damages caused by ur choice

...

being selfish isnt a bad thing .. believe me .

2009-10-02T20:22:00.001-07:00

disappointment kills.

when one expect and look forward to one thing too much
it might not be a good thing
cos when it fails it hurts.
not hurt slightly but badly.

this is one flaw i have
it is inside me
all the time

and when disappointment comes. it is bad

after that i wont want the thing i was looking for anymore
i dun wan
dun expect it
cos to me it would only bring back sadness

hmmmm
one may think he or she is good enough
but others might not think so
it is the expectation within a person for other

when we give a present
it is the thoughts that count
really the thought
if one is sincere
he or she would think where and when he or she should get the gift
and not wait for the person to speak up and say she wants it
haaaa
oh well

it is not right or wrong
it is that feelings that comes with it

clarineeee

2009-09-26T02:11:00.000-07:00

" what am i going to do..
when i feel so much love for you.. "
- priscilla ahn

have been sleeping the whole day
and missing you the whole day

i guess things have been too far out these few days
and now things should start to cool down

oh well

there are many things in life which we cannot control
and we have to learn to be strong so that we wont regret any thing when older
....
so lynne and lynette lets be strong together

i always wanted a guy whu would be there for me no matter wad
and someone whu would give me lots of surprises
someone whu would care for me
love me..

maybe everyone has his and her own flaws
and i am learning to accept any
but it would take time

i like having a simple life
and a simple , healthy relationship
one that both parties love each other deep inside
and it is mainly purely love that keeps the relationship to last
nothing else

...............

guess i didn do that well for exams this time
and this might be both good thing and a bad thing
my dad would think that i been wasting too much time and he would get piss at me
but it must be a form of movitation for me to strive on harder

..................

haiz
sometime i think guys shouldn treat girls like toys
and girls shouldnt play around with guys
feelings are hard to come by
and shouldn be played around with
a guy shouldn take advantage of a girl cos he knows the girl love him too much
if he do have a heart he should let her go ..
hate this kind of guys
shit them

oh welll

i am so happy lynne exams are ending next tuesday
then it is time to spend some quality time with them
it been a long time
haha
i miss my old life
the times in scgs
where everyone play around

though cjc is fun too
but things are still a little different
hmmm
oh well
HAHA
life still have to go on

LOVE
clarinee

2009-09-23T14:50:00.000-07:00

guys should treat girls nicely

sometimes i think some guys are just really jerks
girls are meant to be loved
not hurt
or played
they are not toys
so guys please treat girls with some respect

school been damn boring
hmmm i hope school can always end super early
haven been studying at all
which is bad
oh welll

doing gp stuffs

love you

clarine

2009-09-17T08:37:00.001-07:00

I came back from a late night
with my friends you were out of town.
So I took off my shoes and I took off my coat
and I took a look around.

Looked at all the book shelves
just like I like to do.
And I saw a little note
some other girl wrote to you.

It said "Baby, baby would you read a poem I picked for you?
I know you're sensitive but would you think about my boobs?"

Now what am I to do,
when I feel so much love for you?
I wish that I could be stronger
but I get scared that my love will not do.

Now I do not want to be that girl
that cries at every turn.
But I can't ignore the hurt
that makes me burn.

So please do be patient with me,
I know I can have a bit of jealousy.
But I promise you, I'll make it up to you in return.

So baby, baby would you read a poem I picked for you?
Would you think of me and not some other girls boobs?

Now what am I to do, when I feel so much love for you?
I wish that I could be stronger but I get scared
that my love will not do.
Yeah, I get scared that my love will not do.

OMG i think this song is damn cuteeeee ....

haaa

2009-09-15T03:54:00.000-07:00

"I went from zero, to minus ten
I drank your wine, then I stole your man "

"I'm still afraid, to be alone
Wish that the moon would follow me home "

"God bless the child, with the dirty face
Who cuts her luck, with a dirty ace"

leave the lights on ...

2009-09-15T03:50:00.000-07:00

"Daddy ain't that bad, he just plays rough
I ain't that scarred, when I'm covered up
I leave the light on
Yeah, I leave the light on
Little girl hiding underneath the bed
Was it something I did? Must be something I said
I leave the light on
I better leave the light on"

i love this song ..

screwed up for chem today
careless mistakes everywhere
:(

sometimesi think that i am getting worst and lost
i feel lost in class
and i dunno why
hmmm.....
guess i wish to go back to scgs
where i have my own close clique
yeahhh
hanging out with guys too much
makes me a guy myself
and i starting to realise it is time to turn back into a girl
and be a girl well

...

i wish exams were over then i can take a rest
and see where i moving ahead to

....

~ leave the lights on...

2009-09-05T21:13:00.001-07:00

I wish i could go to the zoo

i wish i could go to the beach

i wish i could be happy again

i wish everything would be great

i wish .......

2009-08-16T04:43:00.000-07:00

" everyone needs a personal private life...
respecting others by not going too deep into their private life...."

hmmm
ahhh my eye pain
i dunno why but today one of my eye is slightly swollen
hopes it gets better tml
hahaaa

i been growing uglier each other hahaa
maybe due to stress my complexion is very bad
and i am damn sad
dun dare to face others liao
HAHHA

today i had the best subway ever
it is not the food taste
it is the love and thought hidden in it
i shared it with my whole family
though i only had one small portion
it is enough to the max
my heart is liquid liao
quick quick take a bucket and dun let it evaporate away

HAHA

there are things that i treasure a lot in life
my friends
my family
my love
...

being a easily affected person by others
i learn to love the people around me more

hA

today i went running yay
WENT RUNNING WITH MY FAV HIPPO
hahaha
U ROCKS
haha maybe we should go running every sunday
though i ran a little slow ah
hahahaa
but still considered exercise wad
HAHA

loads of misses
loads of misses
loads of misses

i dunno how to thk you
u the one whu really showed me u care u willing to go out far for me
these are things which other didn do
words are not for show
actions are wad i take into heart
i keep all the small stuffs
big stuffs
nice stuffs
sweet stuffs
happy stuffs
that u do
all inside me
always and forever..

HAHA

LOVE EVERYONE hahaha
be happy people..

<3 clarine

2009-08-13T07:30:00.000-07:00

time for me to slow down and stop for a while

my brain been zooming pass things these few days
ahhhh
poor brainnn

BTW
i really want to go watch Up
i badly want to go watch Up
ahhh
i heard from a lot of people that it is a very nice movie
yeah

oh well
maybe i would be lucky to put aside some time to go watch
hahaa

i miss lynne
i miss lynette
i think that i really need to set aside time for them already

i am damn tired feel like sleeping
but there are still so much not done
homewk
homewk
enrichment stuffs
revision stuffs
ah
i think one day i would really collaspe
really

LOVES
clarinee

2009-08-11T06:49:00.000-07:00

" i never felt this way before... "

it has been a long time since i last blogged.
HAHA
tooo busy
too much stuffs happened
too much joy
too much sadness

OH well
hahhahaa
prelims are coming
and guess it is time to start already
or else i wuld be dead
HA

JIA YOU EVERYONE

jia you JY.
JIA YOU jy.

loves
clarine

2009-07-30T05:41:00.000-07:00

I REALISE FALLING SICK ISNT THAT BAD

hahahaa
today i had my best grass jelly
it was super nice
super super nice
i shared it with my family members HAHA
sharing the love with them
HAHAHA

HAPPY HAPPY
i cant wait for tml evening to come
cannot wait
it would be the happiest day of my whole week HAHA

HAPPY HAPPy

i bet i will smile to sleep tonight haha
hope u tooo

LOVE EVERYONE
clarinee

2009-07-29T06:11:00.000-07:00

" i think i am the happiest girl on earth "

hahaa
i never seen myself so happy while i am ill
hahaha...
my mum thinks i am mad
cos i was having a bad headache and fever but i keep laughing haa
HA

" i think i am the luckiestgirl on earth "

hahaa
i never thought i would be so lucky to have met u
haa
u are the best i can ask for
so i would treasure u loads and loads

" i never tasted such a heart melting apple crumble "

hah
i never thought anyone would be willing to go out so far for me
=]
i can really feel my heart melting while i ate the apple crumble
it would be the best i can ask for

" i would tie u to me "

hahaa
if i could i would really tie u to me
keep u always near
so that i would always have someone to be there
and so that i would be there when u needed someone too

" if time were to stop... "

if time were to stop i would wish it stop at the times
when i am next to u
every moment
every hour
every minute
every seconds
cos those are the times tht are the best in my life

^^
be happy everyone
smile more
keep happy

LOVE U ALL

happy sick girl
clarineee

2009-07-18T17:59:00.000-07:00

" seeing u happy makes me happy " and
" seeing u sad makes me lost "

sometime things really happen the way it is not expected to happen
and feelings can really make one puzzle

OH WWELLL haha

i have learn to realise that money cant make one happy if the person is not materialistic.
it is happiness that can be felt that can really brighten the day

=]
i am wondering whether i should go to the Uni fair a nt
it is so far
and i have to go all by myself
:(

hahaaa
BTW a good new that i am so happy to share
I GOING TO GET A NEW PHONE AND A NEW LINE yay
super happyy
i think i gonna love my new phone a lot
dunno why but i have this feeling it would be great
this is the 2nd time i having this feeling this month
hahhaa this feelings kinda hard to come by

XD
hope my dad can go with me to get my phone today
so that means i have to rush down to suntec
then rush to westmall
:(

i wanted to have this day off
but it seems i kinda of busy
hahaha
OH WELL

HEEE
hope everyone is happy today
cos bring happy would make another happy HAHA

LOVE LOVE
clarineee

2009-07-16T04:51:00.000-07:00

" DONT GIVE UP ! DONT GIVE UP ! "

hahaaa my motto my motto

things are rather sad today
math results were horrible
haiz
GP is the worst
i felt so bad
so bad
so bad
so bad
i feel that i let my parents down
it not cos they are fierce or wad
but it is cos they are way too nice

i told my mum my gp result
she comforted me
told me maybe is i wrote out of point
told me that it doesn matter
told me that maybe i read more i will do well
and even ask my lil bro whether he comforted me a nt

OMG
I LOVE U MUM
i really love you a lot

sometimes in life we are given many choices
we would really need to carefully pick the right one
and most importantly we shouldn look back and regret anything
sometimes i dunno whether to let my brain control me
or like my heart control me
it is hard realy hard
esp for a very practical person like me
OH WELL
hahaa

i hope everyone can forget all their mistakes
forget wad others have done wrong
forget their sadness
gain new strength and move on with life

i love all my friends
LOVES LOVES

2009-07-14T01:10:00.001-07:00

" if only everyone has super power "
" if only everyone has the absolute rights to choose where they are going "

got back my results today
sometimes i think others affect me much more then i get sad over my ownself stuffs

i really hurts to see other sad
it really does
cos i cant do anything
all i can do is to be there and give my support

hmmm sometimes i think i am a big kuku
being not sensitive is a big problem
and BEING tooo sensitive at the wrong time is another big problem
clarine clarine haha u better do something to urself

today recess was really funnny
stupid colin chang yi and jit pulled off my shoes and placed it at the most highest place where they know i wont be able to get it
hahaaa in the end i even had to ran after my wallet which was stolen by a kuku head
HA
run till my stomach ache cos i just had a full meal

u guys bully me ahh
HAHHA
i shalll remember
LOOK OUT HAHAHA

oh welll school wont be fun without u people
hahahaa
realllyy i can say i love all of u

LYNNE I MISS U TOO
LYNETTE MY SUN BLOCK IS STILL WITH U
PLUS MY WATERBOTTLE AH
i must go to ur house soon to get all those back
hahaha

- there are somethings that comes by and goes by so treasure wad u have and dun regret wad u did

HA
everyoneee smilee kkkk
be happy and dun be sad

i lov all of u
<3

2009-07-13T04:53:00.000-07:00

i shalll write a song soon haa when i am free

things were rather screwed the pass few days
and hope it would be fineee soon hahaa..
no matter wad happens i shall stay happy HA
so dun worry lynettteee k =]

didn get back any papers today
most probably tml
hope thhat i wont score that badly yeahh

i shall study hard and be a good girl for the rest of the year haa
my goal hahaa

AHH i have so much to say
but cant say it out hahaa

hope everyone stays happy and enjoy schooll.. jc life is a nice experience yeah

LOVE YOU ^^

2009-07-09T04:41:00.000-07:00

遇上愛那一天有個他能思念

hahaha dunno feel that this song is rather nice haa
hmmm been a long time since i blog
mid years are over
and results are on their ways cominggg

really scare for geog AHHH
hopeee i can score at least a B
haizz

canot wait for rooo beeday to comee
the sleepover would be really fun
hahaaa
just finish making the jelly
I LOVE JELLYY HAHA
JELLY AS IN THE EATING KIND HAHHAA people dun think wrong k
hahahahaha
bought roo present liaoo
help buy this cake tooo liao HA

today went thru chem mcq
luckily pass
or else i would be killed by miss teo
hahaaa
OH WELLL

I LOVE EVERYONE
LOVE EVERYONE hahaa

MUACKS!!

2009-06-20T22:29:00.000-07:00

" THINKING OF YOU <3"

emo person shall be left behind
happy person shall move on

its' timeee maybee i shall really write stuffs abt my friends

1st this part is for u lynnee.. I LOVE U SO MUCH
thks for being such good good friend and MY BEST GOD SISTER EVER
though i knew u for already almost 8 years already
i never showed how much i appreciate uu
hahhaa thks for always being the wiiling one to call me
and talk , gossip, laugh HAHA it really niceeeee
being there when i had emo times and being there when i really needed someone to talk to ... ur silly mistakes that i cant understand haha your blurness HAHAHA
how well u can draw which really motivated me to start drawing too.. though i really cant help u in some of ur problems i wll try my best to see wad i can do .. in all i realllyy very very glad to hv u as my god sis .. LOVE UU

LYNETTE UR TURNN hahaa... U SILLY HEAD plus RUBBISH HEAD hahhaa OMG u are the craziest friend i never had all the timeee we laugh madly along ORCHARD ROAD .. the mad times we had in CJC pae .. HMMM the way u influence me to sit ( unglamly ) talk louder haha laugh horribly hahahaa OMG i shall keep that all with me .. know uu for so long and i never regretted having u as my friend .. U MY BEST OF BEST FRIEND.. THOUGH u always dun tell me whu ur eye candies and whu eye candy u u would always end up making a fool of urself .. HAHHAHA all the sleepover nights at ur house is th best.. HAHAA i can still remember pae that timee i always go your house after school we will both have afternoon naps then go shopping haha that the best days of life i swear ... THKS for being there for me too haha i am blessed to have a best best friend like uuu... hahaa LOVE YA LOAD TOOO

hahaaa COLIN YOUR TURNN... U THE NEXT RUBBISH HEAD I KNEW HAHH.. in fact i didn really remember how we became good friends but oh well fated .. poor me right
ur black face everymorning really pisses me sometimes haha but oh well i accept for whu u are.. ^^ listening to all ur troubles is really funny at times haha cos i realise u like to repeat yourself over and over and over again.. HAHHA but i am so sorry that some stuuffs i cant help much too.. yeah u know i am not good at expressing myself haha so all i would tell u is be happy and i really hope u are happy always .. ^^ HAHA ur silly times are times that i will never forget haha.. walk also can fall down HA.. play lan until like go 10km run like that ..the funny sounds that u always make haha the nick names u call me THKS FOR BEING SUCH A WONDERFUL FRIEND .. no matter wad happens in the future remember u still got a good friend me here kkkk cannot forget me ah BETTER AH

JIT u the next.. hahahha KUKU PERSON . THE PERSON WHU ALWAYS CALLS ME FAT !! haha
dont worry i wont be angry ha i know u like to suan me so for being such a nice person i shall not be angry with u.. hahaha I WANT TO TELL U BE A HAPPY PERSON ALWAYS haha.. be more positive with urself .. u are a really nice person yeah dun worry abt wad others think just be urself yeah true friends will come by and accept for who u are LIKE COLIN HAHA though u dun really tell me much i hope no matter wad happens all of us will be here for u.. we will stand by your side k.. things dun always goes by easily but with us around u things wouldn seems so bad either ^^ hahaaa WE LOVE UU BOY HAHAA .. just like how my little brother likes u as a big brother .. haha

CHANG YI HAHAH SI CHANG YING ^^ u are the best parterner i can never find.. u silly person always say stupid stuffs .. i remember that time for the NUS talk u kept saying stupid stuffs making me laugh haha the speaker turn to look at me ha.. thks for ur chocolate though u hate themmm which i dun understand why.. thks for helping me do school stuffs HAHA OH AND THKS FOR always waiting for me to go lectures and canteen haha that are really small things that i will keep in mind haa.. THOUGH U also always tease me hahaa i shall BE NICE AND NOT BE ANGRY WITH U RIGHT hahaha.. BEST PARTERNERS forever HAHA !! ohh remember mr foong wanted to correct the wrong spelling on your hand HAHA that super funny lah HAHA OH YEAH and i really want to thks u for making school life so fun hahaa LOVE U FRIEND ^^

VANNY VERA
haha the two V people i love u all tooo.. cjc wont be fun withoutboth of uu..
thks forbeing there for me when i needed someone to talk and laugh ^^ hope u all can always stay happy kk LOVE

2009-06-20T04:00:00.000-07:00

" i standing on the brigde .waiting in dark i thought u be here by now..
there nothing but the rain no footsteps on the ground.. i wish u were here by now... "

feeling really sad now
for no reason.
feeling that people always tend to hurt others
feeling sad cos everything that is happening seems so depressing
feeling sad cos everyone around is feeling the same

sometimes i wonder whether i really grew older or not
18 already
but i still do silly stuffs
ask silly questions
regret after that

life is always in a circle .. friends come and go.
how many would be always there for u
trying to make friends isnt easy
his life her likings his dislike her character

OH WELL AN EMO POST FROM AN EMO PERSON

2009-06-13T05:23:00.000-07:00

" too much stuffs .. too little time.. wad am i going to do with life "

^^ went out with lynne and lynette yesterday for shopping
GUESS WAD haha
i am so happy i manage to get two sper pretty heels shoee
it was damn cheap plus pretty hahaha
went lynette house in the morning while she PIG was still sleepingg
HAHA .. suppose to do some work be4 shopping but didn in the end
thenn we went far east for lunch
and i bought my shoess YAY
thennn i had to go for dental so she accompanied mee
lucky dental is in orchard heeren there HA
hmmmm after dental.. lynette suddenly had to go offf cos of some important thingg
so met lynnneee aloneee
OMGGG
it was super funnn
we went shopping .. all the clothes shop like warehouse gap perkins ect
the dresses are really niceeee
so we went to try out a lot of themmm
HAHHA.. since i had my heels with meee
i matched the dresses with the shoee yay
LYNNEEE lets go shopping again KKKK

LYNNE manage to get a pretty dress yay
happy forr uuu
XD

HMM then around 6 like that i had to go meet my parents
for dinner at dempsey
HAHA YUMMYYY
we ate so much that the next table people kept looking
they seem super "impress" with our eating skills HAHHA
thennn after dinnner
we still went for ben and jerry ice cream
YESH MY FAV hahaa
we had strawbeerrryy shortcake and choco chip cookie dough
^^
so much for yesterday
HAHA

TODAY :
went to meet lynne colin and zac to study
but it was quite a failure
we ended up talking thru out
HAHHA
zac is super funnyyy
he kept making us laugh HAHHA
FUNNY CHAP ha

OH WELLL... no time to study already :(

PIC TIME YAY :
( manage to take a nice pic with a super nice dresss which cost 219 ) haha

2009-06-11T03:46:00.002-07:00

" your on the phone wit ur gf .. she upset.."

hahaa
thought abt loads of stuffs
stuffs that cannot be possible
and stuffs that is possible but canot be done

today went for lunch with lynette and lynne
AND kuku colin the pigg
haha zac suppose to comeee but sadly he didn
so .. we decided to go study together on sat instead yeah
^^

ate subway haha it is super nicee
i am in love with it..
it is rather healthy and super yummy haha
i been havin sandwich for the pass few weeks for lunch or dinner
and i totally love it load yeah..

i cant wait to plan for my
backpacking trip
either to europe or to Aus..
seee 1st hahaha
it would be super duper tuper funnnn

btwww
i realised somethingg badd
i realised that i bcoming lamer and lamer each day yeahh
sigh i send lame sms to jit
send lame sms to chang yi
and send lame sms to colin
HAHHAA
AHHHHHHHHHH how how?

btw holidays are passing really fast
and i am getting scareee
i haven studied muchh
it is only three sub
and i haven even have the time to sit down and study properly

WAD ARE U DOING CLAARINEEE !!!

hahaa oh weellll

LOVE EVERYONEE LOADS

2009-06-06T22:04:00.000-07:00

<" HAPPY BEEDAE TO YOU...
YOU ARE BORN IN THE ZO..."

hhahaa though this post is a little late but still
i want to wish uuuu my dearrrrrr piggg

HAPPY BEEDAY
haha hope u enjoyed urself on thursday and also friday

HAA..
went out to celebrate beedae for colin on fridayyy
was suppose to meet vera earlier like hmm 5.40 to get the cake in the end
i was late and HA she was even later
HA went around and finally decided to get one black forest cake for him
HOPE U LIKE IT YEAH

astons was really freaking crowded HAHA
but lucky val went there earlier and manage to beat others be4 the amt of people multiplied HAHA
it was really hot that night dunno yy
everyone kept sweatinggg
haha dinner was greattt.. the grill fish was rather niceee
HAHA but sad ahh the stupid zhu pi gu cannot eat
cos he just pluck teeth ahha he misshis nice dinner HAHA

thenn after that colinnn went to buy alcohol hmm i think he bought vodka and dunno wad
two glass bottle and two orange juice and one big coca cola HAHA
=] HE AHHH
okk so we sat down and play gamess
and thenn cos the girls drink a little too muchh
val vanny and me needed to go toilet
so we went off for a while
AND OMG GUESS WAD
haha when we came backk
the beedae boy was alreadyyy drunkkk

gosh he is damn funnyyy
he started laughingg
and suddenly scream that he wants to eat MAC
thenn ask tml got school a nt
then told yu heng they all he wanted to take a helicopter home HAHHA
he funny boyy
HAHA he cant even walk str. haizzz
actualllyy he kinda scare me off that timeee

luckyy he never vomit or elseee it would be the worst of the worst HAHA

BUT STILL I GUESS HE ENJOYED HIMSELF
HAHA which is really good haha

HAPPY BEEDAE !!!!

NOW PIC TIMEEE :

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2009-06-01T23:24:00.000-07:00

" tis is me.. i am exactly wad i wan to be .."

camp rock hahaa..
it a rather nice movie though haa

I WANA TO GO WATCH MOVIE ANYON INTERESTED IN GOING? THERE ARE SO MANY NICE MOVIE OUT NOW AHHHHH..

went to rachel choir concert yesterday night at esplanade hahaa
since it is a rather major concert .. lynne lynette and me decided to dress more nicely ahhaa.. so lynne and me wore dresses while lynette wore a long white pants and white shirt haha evryone looks so nice yeahh dinner was also rather yummy HAHA
we ate the new taiwanese resturant .. AND OF COURSE WE TOOK PHOTOS HAA

it been a long time every since i update my blog so .. so much to update haha

okk last friday lynne lynette and me went to the glass house fish and co for dinner it was really nice and luckily we reach there earlier or else we would have to queue hahaa.. evryone had the same food " THE BEST FISH AND CO IN TOWN " haha and it is reallllllyyy super big lynne and me couldn finish the fish haa so we forced ourselves to eat ( AHH JUST EAT HAHAH ).. after that we went shopping and then we met up zhaorui for ice creammm.. since lynette had to go home she lft 1st .. leaving me with lynne and zhaorui haha.. LYNNEEEE ^^

hmmm we went to ben and jerry to have the best and my fav ice cream HAHHA super niceeee ahhh.. the band singer was damn good she can sing damn well.. i yearn to improve my voice to become hers hahaa..

holiday holiday must be productive but HAHA i been slacking throughout hhaha.. haiz dun bother liao

2009-05-30T19:02:00.001-07:00

GP CHEM SPA AND GEOG SUCKS TOTALLY
ahhh screw all three in one go :(

haha dun care already

after chem spa
went to lynette's house thenn went to far east with her
and guess wad
i finally manage to buy a nice and pretty wallet that i like a lot
and PLUS i bought a pretty sun dress
HAHA hope i would have time to wear it soon yeahh

HA .. today today had the final lawnbowl competition !!
doubles haha lost on match out of three haha but overall
char and me still manage to get top for national double
NOT BAD RIGHT
NATIONAL LEH hahaa.
but actually i dun really care that much HA so be it

then went kallang leisure park with edmund ben they all
sighh the guys play poker for so long
HA
in the meantime since edmund and me dun play poker
we went around walking.. haha not many shops there and the air con is really cold HA
SIGH i really think guys playing poker is fine but not with the betting in it
it is really very very sad to see friends losing money ESP if the sum is rather huge :(

HA dinner was great .. went out with my family to NUS there to eat haha i ate the kids meal cos i wasn feeling that right hahaha.. the kids meal was just right for me HAHA ^^

2009-05-26T22:36:00.001-07:00

ATTENTION
GEOG exam tml and i still playing the com :(

NAUGHTY ME haha
but got a little tired so yeahh

hope tml paper is easy
and hope that everyone can score the grades they aim for

so much to study
but so little time

BTW i finally uploads some of the random photos i took in class HAHHA

-- i wonder why guys like to play pokemon at an age of 18 --
---hmm i played it when i was 8 ---
--- why why? ---- hahaaa

LOVE EVEONE HA

2009-05-25T03:00:00.000-07:00

OMG
today then i realise how bad is my sun burn on my face
GOSH
it damn toot hahaha
is like white then suddenly got this strip of red of skin
:( hahaha
naren say the tan looks funny
but i think it looks shit

HAA PLUS WORST THE 1st thing miss teo and miss peh saw me is .. Clarine why your face so red today.. haha AHHH SUN BURN SUN BURN then they ask.. why THEN I SAY
LAWNBOWL HAHA then miss teo laugh damn badly !!! haha

HAHA
lost for my finals single yesterday
:(
but haha still got 2nd so
it fine with me
at least i tried my very best can liao

EXAM in thursday means left three days
and three days to prepare :(
AHA SAT AND SUN didn even have time to study
dman tireddd
:(

2009-05-23T01:30:00.000-07:00

OMG
I AM GETTING UGLIER !!!!!

SIGH

today won for lawnbowl double competition and really got sun burn very badly
sigh tml again have competition..
but tml mus winn

cos it is the FINALS yay

hmmm a lot of weird things have been happening these few days
i dunno why
and some are really shocking.. GOSH

sighhh..
LIFE IS KUKU SOMETIMES

lynne i miss u
and lynette i miss u too

LOADS OF LOVES TO EVERYONE K

2009-05-21T04:30:00.000-07:00

" i take u back to the start ...."

hmmm..
loads of things going on this week
and i am rather tired..
MY hair is one big trouble.. cos it is bloody short and toot

i just read vanny blog and she say she startin to get ugly..
SHE SILLY PERSOn i think she is pretty plus cute.. hahaha
i should be the one getting uglier haha..

OMG vanny got me stuck to the 8282 song HA
" saranhandago saranhandago ..... "
" baby baby give me a call... "
HAHA vanny we shall practice it well
then we can d mass performance K ^^
heheheee

career day that day was kinda of waste of time
but i think now i feel like going to NUS .. the same school
both my dad and mum went
plus it is not very far away from my house
MAYBE I SHOULD SHIFT HOUSE TO DOVER THERE hahaa

Miss lynne and Lynette loads..
rachel wanted to come to visit me tml one
but she end so late cant
i need time
really need a lot of tim
HA
and i been losing interest in things around me already
jelly isn that nice.. study is really boring and stressful
lawnbowl wasnt that fun as be4
friends werent that enthu as be4
AHHHHHHH

STUDY TIME ^^ love everyone of uu

2009-05-18T05:02:00.000-07:00

" I want nobody nobody but u... "
hahhaa
seriously tis song have been out for a while already but now thenn it is getting popular in cjc HAHA

AHHH
my hair is a tooty toot hahaa
i think i look toot
HAA actually dun need to think i am HA

todayy pe was super funn
i really like I.Z Lim pe lesson
every single lesson is very very useful
it teaches us stuffs .. and very basic stuffs
but stuffs that we always forget..

TML have chem test and i haven even touch anything
or studied anything yet :(
shalll start soonnnn

lovees loveess

2009-05-17T05:20:00.000-07:00

lawn bowl nationalll ON SAT haha

SAT WAS lawnbowl national hahah
for girls it was single
and boy is was pair game
HAHHA

i played two games today
anddd luckilyy i won bothh
HAHA it was a tough fight
but to mee winning or losing doesn really matter leh
i jus want to play properly can already
if i lose i would take it happily
if i win i would take it happily too ha

sinceee i won heee means i would have to play at the final HA
FINALS waaa clarine congrates congrates hahaha

AND CONGRATES TO MY DEAR PPPPP and VPPPP
hahaha finals tooo liao hahhaa.. u all sure win one lah
so pro leh
hahhahaa.. u all is have real skill unlike me

LOVE EVERYONE .
i havenstudied for geog i am so dead :(

2009-05-17T05:05:00.000-07:00

" HAPPY BEEDAE YUHENG "
" HAPPY BEEDAE CLAIREE "

i love both of uuuu hahaa
okk this post is supposedly one day late hahaha
but u see the thoughts count more haha

SAT was yuheng beedae and claireeeee oneee
hahaha hope u all have a super fun an sweet 18

went out for class outing on friday night
CLASS DINNER YAY
PLUS YUheng beedae yay hahahaa
it was really fun
andd all the girls are seriously pretty that night hahaa
everyone dress so well
hahhaa make me feel kinda of inferior hahahha
WAY TO GO GIRLS HAHA U ALL ROCKS !!!

hmmm went home super super late like 1 plus
cos they wanted to go pubbing
thenn i had no choice but to follow along cos i need to get back
with colin jit and yu heng .. hahhaa
hmmm GUESS WAD i can drink alcohol kk
i dun get drunk easily
hahahaaa..
YUHENG got a little drunk cos of this beedae treat hahaa
it wa damn cool
a fountain of fire HAHAA

AND BTW since i get home so late on friday night
i am now grounded again hahahhahaa
SIGH CLARINEEE .. hahhaa
it okii i dun mind staying at homeee it niceee and prettyy

LOVE U ALL PEOPLE hahhaa

2009-05-13T03:58:00.000-07:00

" running is fun... "

hahhaa i never liked running since young.. BUT
GUESS wad i change
i starting to like running HA i think it is super fun and nicee
LYNNE LETS GO RUN SOON KKK

today school is super boring AHHH
thennn had to go for the olympics 1.8km relay run
HAHHA i was damn damn damn damn scare at 1st kkk

realllyyy u should have seen me
HAHHA i was really nervous
i very scareee i will screw things up and
thenn i will emo like a few days HAHHA
BUT IT TURN OUT NOT BAD
i meannn at least i enjoyed myself

HAHHAA...
cherie shiu an niva hannah.. vera jit yong rooo raymond.. arya..
PLUS T31 people I LOVE ALL OF UU
UU ALL DID SOOO WELLLLL
i am so so proud hahaha

OKK the run was actually quite tiring okkk
plus for someone who never run that muchh
hahhaa MARCUS BLUFF ME !! haha he said he would be running tooo
LouSYYY hahhha..
jkinggg
HMMM
HMMM
OMGG jellyyy was there at the track there..
hahaa but he didn run cos he cant cos yeah
HAHHA..
quite cooolll.. nice seeing himm

HAHA CONGRATES t14? hmm dunno wad class
HAHA CONGRATES ALEX and ur class peoplee
so happpyy for u allll u all ran really fasttt
=]

sighh i need to start studying soon or else next week i would be
super super busy :(

PHOTOS TIME HAHA

2009-05-11T02:21:00.000-07:00

" L is for the way u look at me ... "

HAHHAA
today is my officiallyy known " FULL DAY "

hahaaa today went for mothers' day lunchh
waaaa buffet
eat until i die hahaha
i really ate sooo muchh so i planning to go running soon haha or else
no more 41 kg hahaa

todayy my whole family went to allenborough at merchant court hotel to have lunchh
to celebrate mothers day plus my sis graduationn HAHA she is now waiting for uni to start haha she better study hard or else HAHHA

OKK LUNCHH waaa
a lot of food and i ate a lot tooooo
sushi .. fish.. rice.. durian paste thingy .. apple crumble.. cheeze cake.. mashmallow thing hahaa eat until i bloat liaoo cannot movee
thenn colin called me halfway while i eating hahaa i was laughing so badly cause i told him i really cannot move haha .. after that we central for a while cause i really want a new wallet HAHA saw onee leather one but it cost like 55 bucks :(
tooo ex liaoo haha

TML start school again and once again itseems like i wasted my weekend
didn study much .. i went out almost every single day
friday sat sun and today hahaa

i shall start studying soon ^^ and eat less !!!

PHOTOS TIME YAY :

2009-05-09T22:10:00.000-07:00

HAPPY MOTHERS'S DAY !!!!

I love you mummyy hahaa.. i really do
i am so thankful for what you did for me ...

when i was young... i was very sickly i really was..
even my baby sister couldnt take it
everyday you have to take leave off just to bring me to the doctor ha
( the doctor must have earned quite a pile then )

thenn during my kindergarden years
you always walk with me to school.. i can still remember the barker road slope
hahaha.. and that very time when i was so scare that i run all the way down the slope shouting for uu hahaa

As i grew older.. u quit your well paid job just for us .. i knew that it was really a big decisionn. Thenn without fail u make sure we have proper meals .. cook for us even how tired u were.. help us keeps the house clean ..and never ever given me any pressure.....

during exams times .. u make sure i sleep early ^^ prepare chicken essence for me in the morning haaaa I LOVE U !!! even if i didn score very well u didn scold me at all
instead u stood there for me telling me it was fine and maybe i was just careless or the paper was realy hard HA where on earth can i find another mummy so nice heeee

Whenever i have sleepovers .. u never forbit me and instead i remember oncee u even helped me call rachel mum to persuade her to allow rachel to come for the sleepover HAHA .. THAT DAMN COOL LAH HAHHAA U REALLY ROCKS !!!

hahaaa this post for my mummy yay HAHA LOADS OF LOVES .. CLARINEEE

2009-05-09T08:59:00.000-07:00

" Look at the stars,
Look how they shine for you "

haaa yellow yellow .. coldplay songs are kinda of nice to hear

today i was suppose to go for cca in the morning but i wasn feelin that good in the morning.. maybee really tooo tired .. so i decided to stay home and rest haaa

Send an super emo sms to colin haha being a super super nice friend he called to ask wad happen and tada it started raining haa.. thenn that silly guy had to go out for lunch so guess wad he ask jit to call me and talk to me.. HAHAH and sillly jit came out with all his weird theories when he was still in his pajamas AND PLAYING HIS PSP HAHAHA .. thks peopleeee i thinkkk u both are greattt ^^

hmmm rested and went out for lunch with my family haha.. after that my dad brought me to TANGS there to see shoes he wanted me to buy my sport shoe today so i can run properlyy.. but i didn they dun sell any sport shoe at all HAHA.. my sis bought a pair of everlast shoe and i bought some girls stuffs .. OMG TANGS have really really nice fitting roomm super superbig and nicee.. like one private small rooomm..
next time i shall have this kind of dressing room in my house !!!

then after that went home and do rubbish ,slack till now .... hmm hope tml i would feel happier yeah LOVE EVERYONE ^^

2009-05-08T08:22:00.000-07:00

" dont stop, never give up "

easy to say . hard to do
today i had the fitness 100 thing and i had no choice but to go for the grand stand thing.. i knew i cant do it i always have weak legs since young... even when ice skatiing can fracture leg.. :( suppose to d 12 sets i only manage to do 6 i think haa.. thenn my leg realy couldn take it.. dunno whether is the fracture part hurting or my muscle .. but my right leg is perfectly fineee no muscle ache at all HA SIGH DUNNO I AM SO SORRY 1t33 and 2 t33.. :( i felt so so so bad really bad .. i almost felt like crying.. but for wad..

hmm sometimes wad good friend u think u have might not be necessary true.. personally i think that a good friend should show concern towards u and try to help u as much as he or she can ... but u see different perceptions ..

I was so glad yue xun and serena came over to talk to me when in was in the canteen.. i wanted someone to talk to but u see people are just so busy with their stuffs.. sometimes good friends are really hard to come by.. i love u yue xunn ^^ hahaa MY LOVER HA

thenn i went homee.. hahaa bath and i was really tired.. physically and mentally.. i had lots of things in mind abt people and life. i realise i have been talking less and less .. and even colin jit yong they all realise hmmm they asked me why.. i dunno why clarinee not tat happy go lucky anymoreee

after that went out with LOSER HAA ( zhaorui ) and lynne for dinnerr.. hahaa since loser have to go off for meettingg so we accompanied him to nearby HC for his dinner.. we watch the loser eat hahahaa.. ^^ hmmm actualllyy i think loser is a rather nice friend HAAA though still got loser qualities haha..

THENN loser went back to school and lynne and me went to PS to eat subway yay i love subway YUMMY HAHA.. but since i am on my own plan diet schemeee.. i only ate a little of the cookie hahaa.. after sub-ing haha we went over to the nice nice place to sit and talkk.. we talk for very longg..

Talking to lynne is really niceee.. i had so much things in mind :(
i think people should really just stay happy and dun talk abt others. it really hurts whenn good friends talk abt bad stuffs abt uu.. HA okk so we talk abt our lifeeeee for the week.. talk abt our friends no bad stuffs.. we talk very generally.. talk abt studies .. talk abt our backpack trip to europe talk talk talk for like a few hours HA PLUS WE TOOK NICE PHOTOS HAHA
AND vanny and i also took some photos in the school canteennn .. i saw jelly today in the canteen HAHA =]

2009-05-06T04:14:00.000-07:00

" everytime u look my way, the smile just fades away"
" i know it is just a crush and a crush would never last long"

A new song that i like a lot haha by olivia ong " FADES AWAY "

i think it really true that crush dun last. but oncee u like a person it is more then only crush ^^ so means it would last haaa

I HAVE A NEW GOAL : i shall slim down till 41 kg and i shall hahaa

tml have econ test sian and i haven studied much for it :( so unprepare..

I MISS SCGS LOADS suddenly... though i do like cjc a lot but it just different here and there haha maybe cos 10 years in SC. I think scgs have a rather nice culture.. though true people do gossip a lot about others but it is the PLACE that i really found a lot of good friends .. friends that will stick by me and help me along my way

OK today HMM ..

Today pe was super duper funn.. we played bball hahaaaa so funnn
okk the 1st match i played we lost by quite a lot ...
thenn i rested for one match
and thenn played the third match 5 girls against 5 girls HAHHA
AND guess wad
our classss wonnnn YAY so proud of u alll girls HAHHA
HAPPY HAPPY ^^
thenn right after the match the teacher wants another 5 girls to play .. but no one wants to play .. so haha i played again.. but i was kinda of tired by then
i am suppose to runn todayy.. but no timeee :( haiz PLUS i still need to go buy my sport shoes haha ADIZERO here i comee

HMMM .. after school HA i am suppose to go for cca but i was tooo sian to go..
so i PON !! heee went t31 to get my " free : brownie hahaa but in the end i paid for it hahaha.. ^^ fund raising T31 and T29 Jia youu =] ( haha my mum saw the brownie then she say HUH wad this HAHA and she threw it away for me !! )

MY LITTLE BROTHER IS ILL :( poor himmmm.. hopes he get well soon tml he still got exam .. AHHH

haha i shall post some of T33 photos haha ( I LOVE U ALL )

2009-05-03T07:02:00.000-07:00

OH i just got an official sms that my heart brownie IS NO WHERE TO BE FOUND :( haha they didn make it .. hahaaa mean people HA . JKING no heart shape then.. go for the round or square oneeee HA

2009-05-03T04:32:00.000-07:00

" ICE CREAM CRAZE !!! "

hahaa.. grounded as i am . i cant make it for the bake brownie FUN :( i wanted to go but cant sighh.. hahaa but i already ordered a super big heart brownieee they better make it for me HAHHA or else the 1st one to die is marcus HAHA cos i told me a lot of times HAHA

OK so had to study .. to catch up with my work or else DIE ha
thenn at 1 plus i walked down to tuition .. tuition was so squeezy :( colin and cherie take so much space HMFFF somemore still say i fat
mean people HAHHA

AFTER TUITION IS THE BEST BEST
cos we went to eat ice cream
yay ice cream
i love ice creammmmm
we went to a secret placeee near our tuition placeeee
it was cool kkkkkk...
but seems likeee not much people actually know that place HA
BUT NOW I KNOW YAY

I HAD chocolate swirl thing haa.. while colin had tiramisu and cherie had a super cherryy onee YUMMY .. OMG next time i so going to have the durian oneeee it is super niceeeee haa. i shall bring my little cute brother there next timeee he would sure love it yeahh

OKK so we fatten ourselves and i had to go homee soon .. cos i am still on grounded time HAHA so colinnn being a nice person walked me home anddd make me say he was a gentleman HAHHA.. YEAH LAHH my dear partner is a GENTLEMAN ^^ happpyy

my brother hair was kinda a little long so my mum told him .. she will trim it for him haa AND SHE DID . he was so cute .. i lovee him sooo muchhh ha but my brother actually very vainn.. my mum cut a little bit he ask her stop rush to the mirror and check out HA so cute

tml have math test .. hav to hand in geog file AND i haven done any HAHHA.. diee my file sure like crap oneee a lot of worksheet would be missing hahaha oops ^^

OH YEAH EVERYONE SAY HI TO MY CUTE ELMO HA

LOVE EVERYONE
clarineeee

2009-05-02T05:23:00.000-07:00

" if i was a boy .."

sometimes i hope i was a boy ha

time flies and sometimes be4 i can even reflect on life it is gone already
sighh i realise that i am too kuku sometimes while talking..
i always talk be4 i think , joke be4 i realise someone might get piss
actually i didn mean anything haiz..

ha rather emotional now dunno y
i think that sometimes life can be rather miserable
life always dun goes in the right way
people change. people backstab others. people hate people
why cant people be more simple .. stay happy everyday dun hurt others
HA ok that seems a little impossible

tday : i wanted to go buy my sport shoe.. so i demanded my dad to bring me to queenway HA .. NOT DEMAND ACTUALLY haha i asked nicely whether he willing to bring me go get it .. saw a few that seeems good (adizero version) but in the end didn get anything cos my dad say he would bring me to go see others 1st

yeah tt all hmm suppose to go supper with colin they all but i guess i cant
i am on a grounded state ^^ tooo bad .. i miss lynne they all suddenly haiz

i hopeee everyone in my class can be happy yeah ^^ sometimes t31 seems a much much funner place .. i love t31 hahaa everyone there is so happy and nice and friendly HA
though i might seems a little out cast HA but so .. wad other think of me doesn matter much =] HAPPY CAN ALREADY ..

plus i must must say thks to marcus a cute teddy bear haa.. i dunno but felt like thking u marcus ^^ haaa thks for being such a nice nice friend ... u are someone that i can really confine into haa and i dun mind telling u loads of stuffs .. AND MUST THKS U for always there helping me for silly stuffs like blog crap HA . I AM REALLY GLAD TO HAVE MADE FRIENDS WITH U <3

loads of love <3 <3

clarineeeee

2009-05-01T05:37:00.000-07:00

" I WAS A LITTLE GIRL WHO LIVED IN A LITTLE WORLD WHO DREAM OFF THE LITTLE HOME FOR ME...."

i love this song .. i think it is really nice and sweett.. super sweet my fav song hahahaa

didn have time to blog yesterday so today one go two days in a row hah

okk today 1st :

I am so happy today .... i won 2nd place for lawnbowl senior competition ahhaha
COOL RIGHT i got my trophy haha actually i just wanted the 3rd or 4th place but who know HAHA TADA !!! OH YEAH AND MARCUS CAME TO JOIN US.. i think he is reallyy cute like a teddy bear always so happy and teddy-rish HA. marcus can play quite well lehh almost got trashed by him haha dun small look a bballer HA they can throw and row balls HAHA

after lawnbowl went out with th lawnbowl guys for lunch ^^ after that we went to play arcade haha it was rather funn haha.. the funniest thing is picturing 6 guys plus one girl playing one kiddy throw ball game .. OMG super cute lah everyone is like throwing balls at the same time HAHAH WEEE....

then afther that we were chased out of the arcade cos edmund they all were wearing school shirt HA .. so we went back to the lawnbowl place, and there goes the guys poker again.. wad with poker ? AHHH but seems fun to all of them GUYS TSK TSK HA

went home after that .. and now i am super tired YEAH ... feel like sleeping haa

okk yesterday :

YESTERDAY WAS A MAD DAY .. everything was in a rushhhh... morning had to wake up earlier and rush to school cos all the prize winners have to be in school by 7 AHHH
then the worst thing is that we have to wear court shoes.. stupid shoe.. i dun have lahh.. so ugly who in a right mind willl buy and wear it HAHAA =] so i had to borrow .. manage to find one person whu had it.. BUT GUESS WAD .. she sms in the morning and told me that she is sick.. AHHH NO SHOE HOW? hahaa whu cares right haha i just wore my black pumps HA.

OK so there i was sitting there waiting.. it is so boring lah.. i waited and waited.. finally my turnn.. GUESS WAD AGAIn be4 i went up to recieve the award the teacher say my tie was neat.. so he helped me do it HAHA so i stood there like a toot while he neaten my tie .. thennn after he finish neatening he said : quick quick ur turnnn .. AHHH so as usual a silly me rush up the stage.. quickly shake hands stun a while thenn rush off the stage HAHA .. oops HA

OKK THEN NEXT HORRIBLE THING IS . after the award i realise my skirt is stained AHHHHHHHHHHH OMG OMG OMG.. i didn know when it was AHHHHHH DIE HAHA.. so i had no choice i rush back to class hoping to get my pe uni to change
and guess wad no one in class sigh.. thenn i had no choice i wash my skirt thenn i wore half pe shorts half school uni . thenn naren friend saw and said i was obscene
:( i had no choice try being a girl DUDE !! hahaha

OKK.. thenn vera lend me her skirt then everything was quite smooth going.. chem lec geog tut

THEN I HAD TO GO FOR A kuku GC competition AHHH .. it was damn hard u know .. and i am so sorry naren and xin mei i am reallllyy tooo blur to be true haa.. guess wad again i wrote the wrong answer both naren and xin mei told me 0.618 and i wrote 0.168 AHHH one wrn already :( haha OK then i was suppose to meet lynne and lynette at 4.30 outside school

BUT WAD.. the GC thing ended at 5 !!! ahhh late again.. lucky they waited for me HA i rush off went toilet change and rush to bus stop to meet themm
HAHA thennn we went orchard .. it was funnn ^^ lynne bought loads of clothes
i didn buy much neither did lynette HAHA..
I LOVE U LYNNE HA PLUS LYNETTE HAHA

OKK the end HA
crazy day right ^^

hmmm.. hope tml my dad can bring me go buy sport shoes i need it to run my olmypic run thing haha have to start training ^^

LOVE EVERYONE ^^
hope u enjoyed ur day haha
clarineee

" why do i have to cry to sleep 7 days of a week"

2009-04-29T03:26:00.000-07:00

" why do i have to cry to sleep 7 days of a week"

Nice lyrics right?
haaa i heard this song while in my dad car homee
sighh .. sometimes relationships can be real nice
but when things goes wrong.. everythings goes wrong
to some the world might like just come apart
but for somee giv them a week or so.. everything would be fine
it might seems unfair but wad can we do haa
everythings depends on ur own feelings

GOSH I AM LIKE GIVING A LECTURE HAHA
maybe one day i could be one haa whu knows right.. hahaa

AHHH stupid stuffs
i am in desperate need of a pair of court shoes :(
dun have how? how?
brother paul say need or else if never wear DIE HAHHA
i think he was the one whu called me HA
and guess waddd he ask me loads of questions
and i anyhow answer
for example. what time are you suppose to gather ? i told him 7.15 haha he said NO is it 7 am. please be early
HAHHA GOSH .. sorry brother ^^ sometimes ur student here can be a little blur ha
ANYONE GOT COURT SHOE ? LEND ME HA

hmm..
todayy todaayyy nothing interesting happen
had temperature taking
went to the same lec as jelly HAHHA
VANNYY LOVES TO EAT JELLY HHHAA
jelly was kinda of noisy in lec.. HAHA maybe vanny can eat jelly up to gain peace HA

OH YEAHH
today i stayed back while in school to watch the tennis play
it was cool
i think the match i watch cjc won
YAY YAY YAY
hahaaa.. hey girl u played really well .. congrates

hmmm.. thenn in middle of the match. vanny and I decided to take photos
hahaa but u see all so not that pretty so i shall only post the nicer ones next time HAHA

I PON CCA TODAY HAHHA
feeling very tired so decided to go home and rest
ha..
sorry PPPP.

clement beedae

2009-04-28T06:17:00.000-07:00

haha HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLEMENTTT !!!!

SWEET SEXY HAPPY 18 years old
now u are as old as me hahaha
we can go drink alreadyy
haaa
DRINK WATER !!
hopeeee u enjoyed urself today

haaa.. clement got into a real big cake fight today
super funnn
his whole face was full of cake
reallllyy whole faceee u all should like see this sight of him
HA sad i didn manage to take a photo of his cake face

OH YEAH
i was soo soo surprise that
the pe teacher let us offf earlyyy today cos of the rain
yay
thennn i can rush down to my dental which is at orchard
haaa
dental was pretty fast.. a few minutes only
and this time i picked bluee colour for my bracees
BABY BLUE so nice right !
thenn after that i was deciding whether to go home
or meet marcus and edmund they all

HA.. in the enddd they came all the way from toa payoh to orchard to meet me
YAY so sweet right hahaa
I LOVE U ALL HA
we sat at the food court there and crap
crap crap
crap crap
hahaa
thennnn i started to get hungry reallly hungry
so i voiced out my hunger hahaa --- marcus said i started whining so not true
haha.. so in the end we decided to have dinner at subway
it was niceeeeeee..
OMG this is my first timeee that i ate subway so neatly ha
so proud of myself !!! CLAP CLAP

thennn after that i had to go home..
tml got two test
DAMN
chem and econ :(
haven really studied
hahaa shall go soon ^^

I MISS MY DEAR LYNNE AND LYNETTE
I MISS U TWO LOADS HAHA
shall see u all on thursday
LOVED

smaile everyonee
clarineeee

HAPPY BEEDAE CLEMENT

2009-04-27T03:20:00.000-07:00

" smile everyday, no matter wad"

haaa.. todayy had school till super late
one of the latest school day this year haa.. 5pm
all thks to chem spa .. had to make up one lesson for the
labour day holiday :(

HA ... so as usual day goes.. study study eat recess..
cant wait for tml pe... hope we playing something fun ^^
today gave xin mei her present hope she will like it ha

tday saw jelly a lot of time.. lec.. canteen.. AHHH haa
shouldn have told me .. see lahh now i have another distraction =]
haha but it no big deal. so be it HA

hmmm OH OH i think people are reallyyy super funny
last time i wear spec everyday
they ask me
how come dun want to wear contacts?
thenn now i switch to wear contacts and spec.
thenn they ask me how come u wear contacts.
HMMM
HMMMMM
i duno how to answer leh hahaa..
feeel like wearing so wear hahaa

YAY tml is clement beedae can't wait
haaaa.. i think sometimes i more excitied abt other birthday compared to mine
OH WELL hhaa.. weird me

today colin told me something super funny
he said hi mum thinks i was a p6 student OMG
a little tooo young right hahaa
so cute i dun mind actually
retake psle better then A levels
HA

hope everyone of uu enjoed ur day
loads of love
clarineeeeee

18 years of lifee

2009-04-25T21:04:00.000-07:00

Haaa.. though my birthday has already gone-d for a week or so haha i still felt like writing some stuffs regarding my happy 18th beedae haa..

1stly, i like to thanks everyoneee for all the wishes and the birthday presents

I LOVE ALL OF U ALL HA.

vannyy dun worry abt the mango cake. it is the effort that count. hahaa i really really appreciate ur effort i love u loads <3>

2ndly, i want to go back to ben and jerry again ahaa.. though the party was kinda of a little faliure.. ( A LITTLE ONLY ) haa . it was super fun duper fun.. i love spending time with my best best friend ( LYNETTE ) and my well loved god sis ( lynne) . haha crapping all the way till 12. all the stupid prank calls to qing yang on truth or dare.. zhao rui officially becoming a gay couple with qing yang haaa.. thks everyone whu camee haaa .. AHHH WE forgot to take a grp photo haha but still manage to collect some back all thks to lynne camera HA . OH yeahh thks lynne lynette zhao rui and QY for all the hello kitty stuffs and elmo stuff too HAHA .

MY LYNETTE haa

I LOVE U ALL LOADS

LOSER HAAA

haa sorry colin val roo jit and carrot.. e forgot to take a grp photo :( dun havee cannot post AHH

next year next year

okkk back to serious stuffs

17 april 2008: was my best day in life and the worst day in life.

Best day cause it is my 1st day of school and i was so so glad that brother paul excepted me back ino cjc after making a huge mistake of planning to go poly . hmm guess poly wasn the kind of life i wanted . JC is still much funner to me HAA.. life was kinda miserable when i was in poly. maybe the culture of being in scgs for 10 whole years ba. HMM to think of it. making friends in poly wasnt a problem at all.. the school is big .. the studies there are much slacker. why why why didn i just like it ? haha dun ask me cos till today i also dunno y. dun care HA

WORST DAY : hahaa worst day cos i was like a freak when i 1st step into class.. just like all taiwanese drama A TRANSFERRED STUDENT haha so as drama goes.. i stepped in did a self intro.felt like i was an alien hmm maybe from MARS? haaa found an empty seat right at the back of the class and kept super quiet. haa that not the worst.. hahaaa ALL 4 months of missed out work.. imagine that.. everything within a month or so must get into my brain haa.. stress stress .. i was really stressed out that period of time ha but TADA I DID IT congrate congrates

haha *poof* one year passed and there 2009 17 april once again. hahaaa i love my class loads.. love class t31 loads too .. hahaaa this year i shall strive even harder i will and shall HA.

a world new world

2009-04-25T21:01:00.000-07:00

like everything. there is a start and there is an end. HA

so i decided to start a new blog for myself and see wad crap and rubbish i

can post HA.