thks for trusting me XD

sometimes it is hard to not hurt others
so it is the best to always stay neutral
and give your reply in the most indirect way


study hard people

<3 clarine





heeee

LALALALALALALALA

" being happy can make one happier " how true is that

hahahaa
gp gp gp
went for a gp course which last for two days
though it is short but i think it is good

learn quite a lot stuffs
....

being happy can let one experience a never felt before feelings.
it is only when one is happy that he or she can feel the love around them
it is only when one is happy can he or she really enjoy their surrounding
it is only when one is happy that he/she can continue to spread his/her happiness to others brightening their life.

however how true is it that being happy can bring about more happiness?

hahahaa
to an extend
it indeed can

when one spread happiness to another . because the person will do back the same .
a smile from a person can bring a smile back and this would actually bring about more self-satisfaction and hence enhancing the person feeling of being happy.

blabla
ok i been writing rubbish
hahhahha
OH WELL

guess my brain is not really working well now haha

haiz
tml got math test
never study
just go
haha
HECK
hahah

LOVE
LOVE
clarine





goes the love
comes the work


life is really practical
but there are times i dun get it

in fact i think people teasing others calling them muggers nerds are toots
why cant one study?
plus the actual fact is that different people have different views on the way they want to study
doesn mean u study 5 hours a day and other study 7 hours a day the one studying 7 hours is a mugger.. wad logic is that in fact
maybe to you studying 5 hours is enough
but to her studying 7 hours is wad she aim for
instead of giving ur friend encouargement u guys tease her
make fun of her
everyday

have u all even spare a thought for her
.....
how would she feel inside?
wad wrong with studying
plus the actual fact is she isnt even studying as much as some others
all she wish for is a set of good grades

ok let put aside the part of studying

to me teasing someone should have a limit
one has feelings u know
she might be able to take it if it is a month
two month
three months
but it has been almost 2 years
cant u all sense she been hurt inside

in fact no matter how strong a person is...
he or she would have a weak side
just like how earthquakes occur
dun over stretch her or his limit
he or she would break

choosing to forget stuffs is a good decision
forget the sad .. remember the happy moments


i realise something ...when one person is sad of disappointed
he or she wont want to see or spend time with the person hahha

it is so true ..

love clarine





sometimes people are just so silly
silly
silly
silly

it is not like i rather people choose to be selfish
but sometimes being selfish is not a bad thing
why would one choose to love someone and get hurt
then choose to be love and be happy?
yes i do know feelings are hard to control
but sometimes we got to learn to be more realistic
your life isnt a dream ..
the world is actually very practical

there isnt anything that can divide a person character as normal or not normal
unless u tell me he is a handicape and suffer deep hurt inside
or else i think that a normal guy should act normally

maybe one would rather not be treated nicely
but to think again
is there a future for that
can u promise urself you would never regret missing many great guys ?
i doubt.
it is not only the matter of time now
once u go ahead with it , it would be never ending
so can u promise everytime he hurts you u can take it again and again?

your friends can only give u advise
they wont want to go to the extend to scold
they wont even wish to go to the extend cos of a stupid guy giving up a 8 years friendship
so what can they do?
maybe many would pick to wash their hand off
but can u actually feel that they are also sad cos again and again u get hurt?

would a relationship that hurt urself and hurt people around u worth it
maybe to u .. but i dunno

yes good friends might be scare that if that they continue to presuade u to give up you might start to keep all the things from them.. but for the right thing they should do what they think is right

when such a good guy is there waiting for u..
u pick a lousy one
and give up a good one
maybe you might feel sad giving up the good one
and maybe the guy is even willing to wait for u
but for such a good guy like him
dont u think it is a very sad thing?

plus the fact u settle things sucks
...
do u even realise
cos of that stupid guy
you hurt the good guy so much
imagine you are him
suddenly u recieve a message : hey i cant message u anymore cos...
wad will the poor guy feel?
maybe you should have considered his feelings a bit more
then just to increase the toot insecurity?
the way to break the news is totally wrong
u failed.

.................

actually to think back
why did u even fall for a guy like that?
cos he treat another girl so nice?
but is he treating u like that?
would he tell another girl that he would buy a whole building down for u cos u like it?
would he appreciate wad you have done for him?
would he change cause of u
would he actually realise u been suffering?
you might choose to dun take all these into heart
but .............. is this actually fair to u

i know trying to make someone break up is a mean evil thing
but i think for u it is a good thing...

empty promises are no promises..
if one day the other girl comes back and want him
will he stay by you?

if he love u by heart ...
he would wish that you be happy
and not hurt u in any single way
i swear not....

forcing someone whu u are supposedly to be in love with
is not love

yes
he might feel insecure
but if he really love you
he would wish for the best for u
he wont put stress on u
he wont restrain your freedom
but instead
he would try to learn to accept how u treat others
he would trust u
he would learn to like what you like
he would learn to appreciate everything you do

ONLY LOSERRS will say : cause i feel insecure

ask urself
wad wrong talking to a good guy friend ?
why should he be so demanding ?
is he scare to lose you
or is he scare he become FRIENDLESS?

a person whu treats other with heart and sincerely will sure to have friends
.... so why doesn he have any true friend beside u?

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you choose your own path not other

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i really wish i didn hurt you in any way
but i guess i did
the only thing i can say
is sorry

i really wish the day when u have to choose a friendship or a relationship will not come

but things happen
and i am prepared for it
are u?

yes i agree
u are a victim too
but did u realise u are also the cause for u becoming the victim?

.....

to be fair
i shall tell apple to make his own decision
a good guy like him dont deserve to be hurt..

..........
once again
i shall say sorry
but wad a friend can do is up to here

i wont tell u to break up already
cos i think it is hopeless
it is a waste of time
cos nothing much actually goes in

...........

i will remain by ur side giving u support
but i hope not the kind of support given due to the damages caused by ur choice

...

being selfish isnt a bad thing .. believe me .





disappointment kills.

when one expect and look forward to one thing too much
it might not be a good thing
cos when it fails it hurts.
not hurt slightly but badly.

this is one flaw i have
it is inside me
all the time

and when disappointment comes. it is bad

after that i wont want the thing i was looking for anymore
i dun wan
dun expect it
cos to me it would only bring back sadness


hmmmm
one may think he or she is good enough
but others might not think so
it is the expectation within a person for other

when we give a present
it is the thoughts that count
really the thought
if one is sincere
he or she would think where and when he or she should get the gift
and not wait for the person to speak up and say she wants it
haaaa
oh well

it is not right or wrong
it is that feelings that comes with it



clarineeee