sometimes people are just so silly
silly
silly
silly

it is not like i rather people choose to be selfish
but sometimes being selfish is not a bad thing
why would one choose to love someone and get hurt
then choose to be love and be happy?
yes i do know feelings are hard to control
but sometimes we got to learn to be more realistic
your life isnt a dream ..
the world is actually very practical

there isnt anything that can divide a person character as normal or not normal
unless u tell me he is a handicape and suffer deep hurt inside
or else i think that a normal guy should act normally

maybe one would rather not be treated nicely
but to think again
is there a future for that
can u promise urself you would never regret missing many great guys ?
i doubt.
it is not only the matter of time now
once u go ahead with it , it would be never ending
so can u promise everytime he hurts you u can take it again and again?

your friends can only give u advise
they wont want to go to the extend to scold
they wont even wish to go to the extend cos of a stupid guy giving up a 8 years friendship
so what can they do?
maybe many would pick to wash their hand off
but can u actually feel that they are also sad cos again and again u get hurt?

would a relationship that hurt urself and hurt people around u worth it
maybe to u .. but i dunno

yes good friends might be scare that if that they continue to presuade u to give up you might start to keep all the things from them.. but for the right thing they should do what they think is right

when such a good guy is there waiting for u..
u pick a lousy one
and give up a good one
maybe you might feel sad giving up the good one
and maybe the guy is even willing to wait for u
but for such a good guy like him
dont u think it is a very sad thing?

plus the fact u settle things sucks
...
do u even realise
cos of that stupid guy
you hurt the good guy so much
imagine you are him
suddenly u recieve a message : hey i cant message u anymore cos...
wad will the poor guy feel?
maybe you should have considered his feelings a bit more
then just to increase the toot insecurity?
the way to break the news is totally wrong
u failed.

.................

actually to think back
why did u even fall for a guy like that?
cos he treat another girl so nice?
but is he treating u like that?
would he tell another girl that he would buy a whole building down for u cos u like it?
would he appreciate wad you have done for him?
would he change cause of u
would he actually realise u been suffering?
you might choose to dun take all these into heart
but .............. is this actually fair to u

i know trying to make someone break up is a mean evil thing
but i think for u it is a good thing...

empty promises are no promises..
if one day the other girl comes back and want him
will he stay by you?

if he love u by heart ...
he would wish that you be happy
and not hurt u in any single way
i swear not....

forcing someone whu u are supposedly to be in love with
is not love

yes
he might feel insecure
but if he really love you
he would wish for the best for u
he wont put stress on u
he wont restrain your freedom
but instead
he would try to learn to accept how u treat others
he would trust u
he would learn to like what you like
he would learn to appreciate everything you do

ONLY LOSERRS will say : cause i feel insecure

ask urself
wad wrong talking to a good guy friend ?
why should he be so demanding ?
is he scare to lose you
or is he scare he become FRIENDLESS?

a person whu treats other with heart and sincerely will sure to have friends
.... so why doesn he have any true friend beside u?

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you choose your own path not other

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i really wish i didn hurt you in any way
but i guess i did
the only thing i can say
is sorry

i really wish the day when u have to choose a friendship or a relationship will not come

but things happen
and i am prepared for it
are u?

yes i agree
u are a victim too
but did u realise u are also the cause for u becoming the victim?

.....

to be fair
i shall tell apple to make his own decision
a good guy like him dont deserve to be hurt..

..........
once again
i shall say sorry
but wad a friend can do is up to here

i wont tell u to break up already
cos i think it is hopeless
it is a waste of time
cos nothing much actually goes in

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i will remain by ur side giving u support
but i hope not the kind of support given due to the damages caused by ur choice

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being selfish isnt a bad thing .. believe me .